Today, I am doing something a little different.
Usually, I try to think of topics to write about, but lately I haven’t been feeling it.
I’ve been at a point in life where I am trying to make sure I am okay. If you’ve read any of my older post from a few years ago, you would know that I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression in the past. I haven’t been back to that low place in a while but lately I’ve been busy trying to figure out what I want out of life.
I want to get a little personal and real with my readers today because behind the articles and tips I am a real person that goes through things just life you. Lately, I’ve been trying to transition into a career while working at a job that I hate.
Since I’ve started this job I’ve been taken advantage of, called stupid, talked about and attacked verbally and I was at a low place. I try not to complain because, I know that things could be worst but, I’ve been trying to find a way out of this misery.
I am sharing this with you because, I want to use my life to inspire and encourage everyone to keep going. No matter what you are going through or what you are facing, know that God has a bigger plan for you. Lately, I’ve been feeling very optimistic because I’ve been shifting my focus back on God and feeding myself with things uplifting.
After going out on a girls night out this weekend, it helped me put things into perspective. I realized that partying and drinking became a void for me to mask the problems that I was facing. As I woke up that Sunday morning with a hangover, all I could do is thing about was the goodness of God. I realized that I haven’t been true to myself and I am ready to get my life back on track.
My biggest weakness was the fact that I sought validation and I relied on it to determine my worth. Today, I am deciding to take back my power and be true to myself. For the rest of this month I will be writing more personal stories because I believe that there is healing in my journey.
There are so many topics that are dear to me that I will be talking about.